My brain is just failing to function properly...
Tuesday, July 14, 2009
Why does it feel I am eating myself inside out?
Sadly, I feel there isn't much i can offer anymore.
Is my job not offering what it used to? Can it also be true
I'm only still here cause of loyalty?
When the fuck was i ever bothered by the questions? What's wrong
with you Ash?
Whatever happened to the analytical mind of a Virgo...where did it go?
I try so hard to finish reading my Sun Tzu Ping Fa on War & Management
and I haven't even got passed chapter 1, and whenever I open the book
to read, i would have forgotten what i read in the beginning.
I'm such a fake entity, putting on this mask going to work with fake smiles & laughter.
Talking of which, I am beginning to feel anger, I will embrace this, channel it well Ash you fucking cunt!
I think I'm like a bonsai plant. Cut those dead ends and will I fucking flourish even more!
I fucking rocks! Thank you!
And I will go to Japan and hopefully never come back!
I MUST!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
:::HOPES:::
Buy My white Les Paul Guitar,
Buy My amps & Gadgets
Rebuild my band
Play Again!
DeadlyDivine™ {2:33 AM}
The Patient ;
.Ashley Marcus Wu aka Bams aka Deviant™
.17th September 1981
.Chinese Peranakan
.Singapore
Likes ;
¤Art, Gaming, Music, Guns&Rifles, Guitars, Dogs, Sex?, Reading, skateboarding, dirtbiking, technology, reading, sleeping
Dislikes ;
You.
exits ;
Who deserves to be here anyway...
Casey best buddy!
Atsuko
JacJac!
Clan sG
Marcus
ChatterBox ;
Talk?
Noise ;
